Hmmm... finally I'm here again... It's been such a very long time since I visit this journal... I'm so tired with my study right now... I want to go somewhere else... but where??? And my friends, and the people around me, they seem so far away from me right now... where are you guys? Do you miss me? Do you still remember me? I really need someone now... someone to talk to... someone to help me get rid this sh*t from my head...  I NEED HELP RIGHT AWAY!!!

 

 

 

Heart,

I know I’ve been hard on you

I’m sorry for the things I put you through

Before you start to break on me or ask for sympathy

I need to make you see

 

O Heart,

I’m not sure it’s been long enough

To say what I feel is really love

There is just one way to learn

Sometimes we’ll get hurt and right now it’s our turn

 

Heart,

All the hurt will soon be gone

If you, if you’ll just keep on being strong

You will always be my friend

So keep on hanging in and we’ll find love again

 

Give it time

Help me through

Heart, we can do this together

You’re my strength

You’re my soul

I need you now more than ever…

 

Heart,

I know I’ve been hard on you

I’m sorry for the things I’ve put you through

Please don’t you break on me

I need to make you see

It wasn’t meant to be

‘Coz you will always be my friend

So keep on hanging in and we’ll find love again…I promise...

 

A broken and contrite heart...O God, you will not despise... 

 

 

I wanna be pushed aside so let me go...

Let me take back my life...

I'd rather be all alone...

I don't need you anymore!

I don't wanna be ignored!

I don't need one more day of you wasting me away!

With no apologies!

 

Dear Mom and Dad,
Over the years, I've learned
that marriages like yours
are more the exception
than the rule...
 
And even though I've always felt
the love at the heart
of our family, over time,
I've come to realize
just how lucky I am
to have parents who share
such a special love.
 
HAPPY 35th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY
 
 I Love you both so much! Mmmwach! 
 
 

I still got my cough,… I already drank my meds but it gets even worst each day! HELP!!! I just hope by drinking a warm fresh lemon juice will help, right my Love? Mwah!

Anyway, my old friend came to visit me,…he stayed for 2 days, he was my classmate in high school, I can say one of my ‘close’ friends in class,…we haven’t seen each other for so long, for forever I guess!  I thought we will never see each other again. We're talked about the high school memories, old friends and many things! I did have a great time with him!  Then I took him to look around the city…I just hope he enjoys his staying here!  And now voila! I’m so tired, really damn tired indeed!  I think I should take some rest to restore my energy...see laterz!